Hope fuels my soul
It is a guiding light in reaching the end of the tunnel to happiness
Hope fuels my heart
It is a difribulator to a broken heart and brings it back to life
I believed when you said you loved me
So, I let go of my fears and professed how much I loved you back.
I believed when you said I’ll be your last
So, I trusted you and made you my forever.
I believed when you said you won’t let anyone hurt me
So, I brought my walls down and took a leap of faith.
I believed when you said you want us to have a family
So, I bore our son and was ready for more.
I believed when you said you want to marry me
So, I married you and promised to be your life partner.
I believed when you said you’ll be loyal to me
So, I respected you and the sanctity of our marriage.
I believed when you said you
You think you know me?
You think you’re better than me?
You, who spread your legs the night you met my husband?
You wish ill of me?
You coin yourself as a good person?
You, who schemes to wreck my home, my family?
You want my husband?
You say that he is your destiny?
You, who stalks rock stars like a professional groupie and whore your way in for a drop of attention?
I pity you, for you are remorseless
I pity you, for you are heartless
I pity you, for you are soulless
I pity you, for you are wicked.
“Do you ever feel homesick?”, I asked.
“No, I have everything I need here.”
He said it without any hesitation.
No qualms, no buts, no pauses.
Just a strong one liner full of certainty.
I envy the man he loves.
Hope fuels my soul
It is a guiding light in reaching the end of the tunnel to happiness
Hope fuels my heart
It is a difribulator to a broken heart and brings it back to life
I believed when you said you loved me
So, I let go of my fears and professed how much I loved you back.
I believed when you said I’ll be your last
So, I trusted you and made you my forever.
I believed when you said you won’t let anyone hurt me
So, I brought my walls down and took a leap of faith.
I believed when you said you want us to have a family
So, I bore our son and was ready for more.
I believed when you said you want to marry me
So, I married you and promised to be your life partner.
I believed when you said you’ll be loyal to me
So, I respected you and the sanctity of our marriage.
I believed when you said you
You think you know me?
You think you’re better than me?
You, who spread your legs the night you met my husband?
You wish ill of me?
You coin yourself as a good person?
You, who schemes to wreck my home, my family?
You want my husband?
You say that he is your destiny?
You, who stalks rock stars like a professional groupie and whore your way in for a drop of attention?
I pity you, for you are remorseless
I pity you, for you are heartless
I pity you, for you are soulless
I pity you, for you are wicked.
Hope fuels my soul
It is a guiding light in reaching the end of the tunnel to happiness
Hope fuels my heart
It is a difribulator to a broken heart and brings it back to life
My mind is full of thoughts
of letting go
Paranoia, uncertainty
Was it real? Did I just imagine it all?
Did you really want to get married
the second week we were together?
Did you actually say those words the first week?
You didn't need to
I felt it
The way you looked at me said it all
The way you smiled in my direction
The way you kissed me so passionately
Do you remember saying
that you loved the softness of my lips?
I do bacause I felt the same way
when I makeout with you
I can fall asleep with those lips on mine
And wake up kissing you
it would be the very first natural thing
I'd want to feel before opening my eyes.